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[koshien]

he's not going to forget

[ it was That Bad ]

he'll just KEEP bringing it up all the time!!! just because it's funny!! i never laughed at ANYONE when they confessed to me!

[koshien]

[ ---!! ]

shit

[dotings]

if you're having a hard time imagining, i can tell you.

i would have been crushed.

it would have been like working hard all year to make it to nationals, and then having your opponent laugh at you after you lost.

it's scary to hold your heart out to someone, knowing that they might break it instead of treating it like it's something special.

[dotings]

[ ... well, he'd be lying if he said that slip-up came as a Huge Shock. ]

... we could always destroy everything in the sex toy closet, if that would make you feel better.

[greedier]

[okay.... he can get that at least. and he doesn't ever want suga to feel that way. ever.]

koushi
you know that i really do love you right?

[THE WAY THIS CONVERSATION IS GOING HE HAS TO JUST...MAKE SURE....ALL THESE HYPOTHETICALS MAKES HIM NERVOUS.]

[koshien]

i'll get a sledgehammer

[ that would make him feel so much better ]

( 1/2 )

[dotings]

i know.

because i trust you, and i know that you're a good person.

i wasn't scared to put my heart in your hands, because i knew you would take care of it.

[dotings]

... but what i'm trying to say is that mei might have been hoping for the same thing.

[greedier]

but that's only if he wasn't joking right

[dotings]

i thought a baseball bat might be more your style.

[dotings]

you think he'd be this mad at you if it was just a joke?

[greedier]

you can't be serious
this is mei narumiya we're talking about

[dotings]

some people might have said the same thing about you confessing to me.

( 1/3 )

[dotings]

i

[dotings]

... i guess you've got a point.

[dotings]

[ there's... a five or ten minute pause, and then: ]

they'll be okay, won't they?

[ it kind of feels like his amoi family is splitting up. ]

[koshien]

let me know when he leaves the floor i'll bring both

[dotings]

he's not here right now!

and i was actually going to work on something in the VR room, so i wouldn't notice if someone happened to drop by!

and, you know, destroy a bunch of sex toys.

[greedier]

that's not really the same thing though.
we're not rivals, and our entire relationship isn't built on making fun of each other
mei and i are friends because we have the same goals
baseball, koshien, going pro. that sort of thing.
you kinda
filled a role in my life i'd been missing for a while

[dotings]

i think everyone falls in love for different reasons.

[koshien]

koushi, you're the best

[ and with what has been a crummy evening, suga's the first one to get a smile out of him. ]

[dotings]

anything for the ace!

[greedier]

you're sure he's not just
confusing admiration for
you know
that

[doormat]

suga-san...

[ No matter how angry with Miyuki he is, on Mei's behalf, he understands. ]

[doormat]

[ But... ]

their relationship is weird.
there's no other way to explain it.
i sincerely don't think i'll ever be able to understand it, because i'm just not capable of seeing it the same way they do, however that is.