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[greedier]

i apologized to him
is there any way i can make it up to you?

[dotings]

... promise you'll TRY to be a little bit more sensitive about mei's feelings in the future?

and make sure he gets home safe if he gets into something he shouldn't!

[greedier]

what feelings???

[dotings]

he told you something important to him, didn't he? because of the drink.

and you laughed.

how would you felt if i had laughed at you?

[greedier]

well i mean he said a joke
so why would i laugh

[dotings]

wait, a joke?

[greedier]

lol yeah he kept saying stuff like
we're best friends
he likes my smile
he loves me
weird stuff

[dotings]

...

do you think it's a joke when i tell you i love you?

[dotings]

... is it a joke when you say it to me?

[greedier]

what no!
no of course not.
i'm not joking when i say that. i hope you're not either.
but it's mei.
there's no way he actually likes me and thinks i'm funny or likes my personality

[dotings]

kazuya.

[greedier]

what

[dotings]

let's pretend that mei WASN'T joking when he told you all of that.

[greedier]

okay but why
are you saying he wasn't joking?

[dotings]

just humor me.

let's say he wasn't joking, and he told you he loved you.

and your response was to laugh at him.

[greedier]

?
i guess he might be embarrassed?

[dotings]

so that night when you told me that you loved me.

if i had laughed at you.

would you have just been embarrassed?

[greedier]

maybe?
i was more in pain than anything else

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[dotings]

okay, so.

when i told you that i loved you.

if you had laughed at me then, how do you think i would have felt?

[dotings]

if you're having a hard time imagining, i can tell you.

i would have been crushed.

it would have been like working hard all year to make it to nationals, and then having your opponent laugh at you after you lost.

it's scary to hold your heart out to someone, knowing that they might break it instead of treating it like it's something special.

[greedier]

[okay.... he can get that at least. and he doesn't ever want suga to feel that way. ever.]

koushi
you know that i really do love you right?

[THE WAY THIS CONVERSATION IS GOING HE HAS TO JUST...MAKE SURE....ALL THESE HYPOTHETICALS MAKES HIM NERVOUS.]

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[dotings]

i know.

because i trust you, and i know that you're a good person.

i wasn't scared to put my heart in your hands, because i knew you would take care of it.

[dotings]

... but what i'm trying to say is that mei might have been hoping for the same thing.

[greedier]

but that's only if he wasn't joking right

[dotings]

you think he'd be this mad at you if it was just a joke?