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so that night when you told me that you loved me.

if i had laughed at you.

would you have just been embarrassed?

[greedier]

maybe?
i was more in pain than anything else

( 1/2 )

[dotings]

okay, so.

when i told you that i loved you.

if you had laughed at me then, how do you think i would have felt?

[dotings]

if you're having a hard time imagining, i can tell you.

i would have been crushed.

it would have been like working hard all year to make it to nationals, and then having your opponent laugh at you after you lost.

it's scary to hold your heart out to someone, knowing that they might break it instead of treating it like it's something special.

[greedier]

[okay.... he can get that at least. and he doesn't ever want suga to feel that way. ever.]

koushi
you know that i really do love you right?

[THE WAY THIS CONVERSATION IS GOING HE HAS TO JUST...MAKE SURE....ALL THESE HYPOTHETICALS MAKES HIM NERVOUS.]

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[dotings]

i know.

because i trust you, and i know that you're a good person.

i wasn't scared to put my heart in your hands, because i knew you would take care of it.

[dotings]

... but what i'm trying to say is that mei might have been hoping for the same thing.

[greedier]

but that's only if he wasn't joking right

[dotings]

you think he'd be this mad at you if it was just a joke?

[greedier]

you can't be serious
this is mei narumiya we're talking about

[dotings]

some people might have said the same thing about you confessing to me.

[greedier]

that's not really the same thing though.
we're not rivals, and our entire relationship isn't built on making fun of each other
mei and i are friends because we have the same goals
baseball, koshien, going pro. that sort of thing.
you kinda
filled a role in my life i'd been missing for a while

[dotings]

i think everyone falls in love for different reasons.

[greedier]

you're sure he's not just
confusing admiration for
you know
that

[dotings]

i think that's up to mei to decide.

he knows what he's feeling better than anyone else.

[greedier]

so basically the only thing i can do right now is talk to him

[dotings]

that's would i would do.

[greedier]

thanks
i really don't deserve you

[dotings]

it's not really a question of who deserves what.

i picked you because i love you.

and i'll love you even when you make mistakes.

[greedier]

oi...

[dotings]

now come home and kiss me until i forget that i want to throttle you for being mean to mei.

[greedier]

[AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT MIYUKI DOES....................... he teleports home, immediately hones in on Suga and wraps him up in his arms, pulling him into a deep, deep kiss. Like so deep, man. The deepest, longest kiss. Holy shit will it ever end.]

[dotings]

[ -- ack!!

suga was actually just leaving the VR room, figuring that he's given mei more than enough time to swing by and wreak absolute havoc on miyuki's Special Closet. and he isn't expecting to have miyuki home quite yet, so! there's a startled little yip as he gets suddenly swept up into a deep, deep kiss, even though... it doesn't take him long at all to go boneless, a little shudder dancing up his spine.

and when the kiss finally ends, he's dizzy and pink-cheeked, feeling a little drunk off the intensity of that kiss. ]

... I was just kidding about that part, you know. [ not that he's complaining. in fact, he's going to lean up on his tiptoes for another kiss. ]

[greedier]

I wasn't going to risk it either way.

[He takes that kiss, peppers a few more on Suga's lips.]

Because I love you.

[dotings]

I know.

[ easily, immediately. because there isn't a single doubt in his mind. ]

I love you too, Kazuya. [ reaching up to wrap his arms around him, pulling him down enough for an eskimo kiss. ]

... even when everyone else wants to punch you in the nose.