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[dotings]

let's pretend that mei WASN'T joking when he told you all of that.

[greedier]

okay but why
are you saying he wasn't joking?

[dotings]

just humor me.

let's say he wasn't joking, and he told you he loved you.

and your response was to laugh at him.

[greedier]

?
i guess he might be embarrassed?

[dotings]

so that night when you told me that you loved me.

if i had laughed at you.

would you have just been embarrassed?

[greedier]

maybe?
i was more in pain than anything else

( 1/2 )

[dotings]

okay, so.

when i told you that i loved you.

if you had laughed at me then, how do you think i would have felt?

[dotings]

if you're having a hard time imagining, i can tell you.

i would have been crushed.

it would have been like working hard all year to make it to nationals, and then having your opponent laugh at you after you lost.

it's scary to hold your heart out to someone, knowing that they might break it instead of treating it like it's something special.

[greedier]

[okay.... he can get that at least. and he doesn't ever want suga to feel that way. ever.]

koushi
you know that i really do love you right?

[THE WAY THIS CONVERSATION IS GOING HE HAS TO JUST...MAKE SURE....ALL THESE HYPOTHETICALS MAKES HIM NERVOUS.]

( 1/2 )

[dotings]

i know.

because i trust you, and i know that you're a good person.

i wasn't scared to put my heart in your hands, because i knew you would take care of it.

[dotings]

... but what i'm trying to say is that mei might have been hoping for the same thing.

[greedier]

but that's only if he wasn't joking right

[dotings]

you think he'd be this mad at you if it was just a joke?

[greedier]

you can't be serious
this is mei narumiya we're talking about

[dotings]

some people might have said the same thing about you confessing to me.

[greedier]

that's not really the same thing though.
we're not rivals, and our entire relationship isn't built on making fun of each other
mei and i are friends because we have the same goals
baseball, koshien, going pro. that sort of thing.
you kinda
filled a role in my life i'd been missing for a while

[dotings]

i think everyone falls in love for different reasons.

[greedier]

you're sure he's not just
confusing admiration for
you know
that

[dotings]

i think that's up to mei to decide.

he knows what he's feeling better than anyone else.

[greedier]

so basically the only thing i can do right now is talk to him

[dotings]

that's would i would do.

[greedier]

thanks
i really don't deserve you

[dotings]

it's not really a question of who deserves what.

i picked you because i love you.

and i'll love you even when you make mistakes.

[greedier]

oi...

[dotings]

now come home and kiss me until i forget that i want to throttle you for being mean to mei.